I've been to Babies R Us a couple of times since my miscarriage (to pick up stuff for my son). It's been a little difficult, but overall I got through it because I had a focus. A goal. Stuff to buy for my living child.
Today I thought it would be a good idea to go in and look at baby clothes for my cousin's trip.let baby shower. I was wrong.
I stood in front of the preemie girl outfits and started looking at how beautiful and tiny they were, and my eyes filled up with tears. I managed to pull myself together to check out without lots of questioning stares, but it was not easy.
Damn. Guess I'm not really ready for that yet.
On The Off Chance…
4 years ago
1 comment:
Yeah, I know, don't know if I'll ever be ready for that....well, one of those things where it comes and goes and seems to hit you like a brick at a moment when you are totally not prepared for it.
(((Hugs)))
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