After a pretty good day the past couple of days, I'm having a down day.
One of the reasons I really want to be pregnant - VERY pregnant, not just first trimester pregnant - is that I want to tell my story. I'm so tired of not feeling able to open up to people about my miscarriages. I don't want pity. I certainly don't want to be a topic of conversation behind my back (whether good or bad). I just want a baby.
It's not that when / if I get pregnant that I want to say to people, "look, if I did it, you can do it." That's not helpful. It's just annoying.
What I want to be able to say is, "I understand. I'm sorry. However you feel is okay."
I hope that if I do have another baby, I don't lose this passion. There's not enough of it out there.
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