Thursday, July 2, 2009

Made it

Thank you all so, so much for your wonderful comments. It makes it a little easier to know that there are other people out there thinking of me who "get it."

The good news is that I made it to the D & E. The doctor actually opened his schedule to include me today instead of my having to wait over the weekend. I'm so grateful. Last night the cramp (it was really just one constant cramp for the whole afternoon) kind of subsided before bed. Then I woke up at 1 am with a crampy feeling again and was so worried that the miscarriage was starting then.

Luckily, nothing happened last night (except for me lying awake for two hours between 1 and 3.) When I used the bathroom right before my procedure this morning, I got my first brown spotting. Thank God I made it. The tissue will be sent for testing and hopefully it will help us to figure out why I have one perfectly healthy baby but can't seem to have any more.

10 comments:

Stacie said...

I'm glad to hear that you made it through the D&E. I hope you're not left with too much physical pain.

I have never endured a D&E or D&C for that matter--only a natural m/c.

I am thinking about you and hope that you get some answers real soon.

Please take care of yourself and get some rest.

Karen said...

I'm sorry that it had to end this way, but relieved to hear that at least you were able to get your D&E and will finally have some real answers. Whatever they find, good or bad, we will be here for you to help you through it. You are not alone.

Yaya said...

I hope you have a quick recovery from the surgery and that you are able to get some answers from this.

Christa said...

I'm so glad you made it. Hope you get some sleep tonight.

Azaera said...

Omg I'm so sorry.. I hope they can find out what happened. I wish there were better words..

Carolyne said...

I'm so sorry things have ended this way. I was rooting for you so much.
Rest up and I hope the hospital give you all the help/support you need.

gallerygirl said...

I just got caught up on your blog. I am so sorry... I cannot believe you are going through this again. It breaks my heart.

I am glad the testing can be done, hopefully that leads to some answers to tell you where to go from here. I will be thinking of you and your family. ::hugs::

Anonymous said...

I am thinking of you at this time...so sorry for your loss, but glad you made it to the D&E that will hopefully provide some answers for you.

((HUGS))

Karen said...

Just checking back in to see how you are and to let you know that we are still thinking of you. (((hugs)))

Lorink said...

I am so sorry. I wish I had words that could make it better, but I know there are none. Thinking of you.